Memorial Day Remembrance

On this Memorial Day, I remember those soldiers who have fallen in the service of our nation, and in defense of freedom. Those who do not remember history are doomed to repeat it; it is by remembering the sacrifices of our ancestors that we avoid the individual and collective mistakes which led to their sacrifices.

But a human being does not normally die without a fight. We cling to life tenaciously. Even in great pain and sorry, most of us fight to live, breathe, and remain "me".

On this Memorial Day, I remember those soldiers who have fallen in the service of our nation, and in defense of freedom. Those who do not remember history are doomed to repeat it; it is by remembering the sacrifices of our ancestors that we avoid the individual and collective mistakes which led to their sacrifices.

But a human being does not normally die without a fight. We cling to life tenaciously. Even in great pain and sorry, most of us fight to live, breathe, and remain "me".

In celebration of that spirit, I present Dylan Thomas’ “Do Not Go Gentle into That Good Night”. Those of you who remember the movie, “Independence Day”, will remember the President echoing these same words:

Do not go gentle into that good night, Old age should burn and rave at close of day; Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right, Because their words had forked no lightning they Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight, And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way, Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay, Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height, Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray. Do not go gentle into that good night. Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

The evolution of home recording

Well, usually it is Matt who talks tech, or Sam or Ben who talks music..

But I am having such a blast discovering the many uses for soundfonts.

Basically, a soundfont is a collection of sounds, either recorded or synthesized, placed into a font – like a letter font for word processing. The difference here is that the keyboard used is a musical one.. Ostensibly, what this means is that a guy can record his piano – so that when you hit middle C your computer plays the sound of his piano hitting middle C, make it as detailed as he wants.

It took me a while to get the hang of this.. but I’ve found real live sounding drum recordings, perfect pianos.. and other great stuff.. and a lot of it is free homemade stuff by music enthusiasts. It is going, I think, to revolutionize the way I do music.

Well, usually it is Matt who talks tech, or Sam or Ben who talks music..

But I am having such a blast discovering the many uses for soundfonts.

Basically, a soundfont is a collection of sounds, either recorded or synthesized, placed into a font – like a letter font for word processing. The difference here is that the keyboard used is a musical one.. Ostensibly, what this means is that a guy can record his piano – so that when you hit middle C your computer plays the sound of his piano hitting middle C, make it as detailed as he wants.

It took me a while to get the hang of this.. but I’ve found real live sounding drum recordings, perfect pianos.. and other great stuff.. and a lot of it is free homemade stuff by music enthusiasts. It is going, I think, to revolutionize the way I do music.

I remember Sam’s (I think) M1, or the HS’s Ensoniq SQ80, and both of those are pretty easy to find, every sound.. for free. Its pretty darned cool.

I do think its funny how it took this long, with this much technology for me to finally be able to make music that doesn’t sound like I’m using a lot of technology.

Ironic, dontcha think?

Where do you see yourself ten years from now?

So, as I exercised this morning, I thought about this question:

Where do I see myself ten years from now?

This is a question teachers, parents, and mentors asked me a lot when I was in high school. I had no answer, really, other than maybe “rock star” or “congressman”. But I decided to draw up a laundry list of where I want to see myself in ten years. What’s yours?

So, as I exercised this morning, I thought about this question:

Where do I see myself ten years from now?

This is a question teachers, parents, and mentors asked me a lot when I was in high school. I had no answer, really, other than maybe “rock star” or “congressman”. But I decided to draw up a laundry list of where I want to see myself in ten years. What’s yours?

  1. Career:
    • A leader in the field of systems administration and Internet data security, probably not making money hand-over-fist, but providing a stable, upper-middle-class income.
    • Making a few percentage points more in salary than I do now
    • Carrying a Bachelor’s degree in Computer Science, with a music theory & composition minor
    • Carrying a Master’s degree, not sure what in yet (Hey, I haven’t decided what I want to be when I grow up!)
    • Having a small, but successful portfolio of music that I sell for commercial usage
    • Produce at least two or three CDs full of music for family, friend, and modest commercial (preferably with an indy publisher) release.
  2. Personal:
    • Fit and trim, in better shape than I was when I was twenty (which won’t be hard, I’m in better shape now than when I was twenty; at twenty, I was 220 lbs and totally out-of-shape on a mission in California)
    • Self-educated to the point that I can carry on an intelligent conversation with at least modest familiarity with the subject matter on nearly any topic
    • Improved singing voice, with a range expanded at least slightly larger than it is today, with better resonance. I think vibrato is permanently out of the cards for my voice, though 🙂
    • Be able to program fluently in C, C++, Python, Perl, Bash, and Lisp
  3. Family:
    • By this time, Sara will be on her way to college. I hope to have a modest nest egg to contribute towards her education, but we will expect her, and our other children, to pay their own way in college or achieve scholarships if they wish for higher education.
    • Have improved our little home to be a beautiful piece of paradise. Small, but functional, homey, and elegant.
    • Be more in love with my wife than ever before.
    • Be out of debt, or as close to it (sans mortgage, probably) as possible.

I reserve the right to adjust my list at any time in the next ten years 🙂 But it might be useful to look back on this blog ten years from now and see where I am versus where I thought I’d be…

SHAMELESS PLUG

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EDIT by matthew: Linked.

Hi there.. shameless plug alert.. Theres a mountain of new stuff over at www.timpane.com

– Including pics of Matt’s comic book alterego, the CRINSOM FANTOM!!

Thanks for lisnin.. Justin

EDIT by matthew: Linked.

What Channels Would You Order?

No sooner do I discuss the absuridty of bundled pay-cable programming than the USA Today reports that legislators will outline plans for a bill to order channels a-la-carte. Any bill wouldn’t get put into play until the next session, of course, but it’s interesting to see Capitol Hill get behind the notion.

McCain is quoted for his leadership position on the bill, saying it could cut down annual cable subscriber costs as much as 50%.

Let’s see what everybody would order if a la carte was available today!

Sammy G:

-The Weather Channel
-C-SPAN (currently provided at a discount I believe, as it’s operated by a cooperative effort of the major cable networks)

No sooner do I discuss the absuridty of bundled pay-cable programming than the USA Today reports that legislators will outline plans for a bill to order channels a-la-carte. Any bill wouldn’t get put into play until the next session, of course, but it’s interesting to see Capitol Hill get behind the notion.

McCain is quoted for his leadership position on the bill, saying it could cut down annual cable subscriber costs as much as 50%.

Let’s see what everybody would order if a la carte was available today!

Sammy G:

-The Weather Channel -C-SPAN (currently provided at a discount I believe, as it’s operated by a cooperative effort of the major cable networks) -The major networks -ESPN, ESPN 2, ESPN NEWS, and future rights to any derivative ESPN channel that would be created or broadcast anywhere in the world, even if it’s just a 24-hour weightlifing competition -FOX SPORTS (British football rules!) -TNT -Bravo -CNN, CNN Headline News, CNBC

And, I am surprised to announce…

-HGTV, because I am now a home owner and Design On A Dime is such a killer show concept.

Hatch seeks to outlaw marriages without offspring

Utah senator Orrin Hatch says, “Marriage is not about adult desires for affirmation and benefits, it is about the well-being of children.

And he wants to pass a constitutional amendment to promote this view.

Tell that to childless parents.

Of course, this actually ties back into the gay marriage thing, but I’m voting him out. I don’t want a constitutional amendment defining marriage, thanks.

Utah senator Orrin Hatch says, “Marriage is not about adult desires for affirmation and benefits, it is about the well-being of children.

And he wants to pass a constitutional amendment to promote this view.

Tell that to childless parents.

Of course, this actually ties back into the gay marriage thing, but I’m voting him out. I don’t want a constitutional amendment defining marriage, thanks.

FIGHT CLUB

I’ve always loved those stories when Superman would fight The Hulk.. especially since they existed in seperate universes..
So.. I was wondering today.. who would I like to see in a fist fight? And who would win?

Han Solo vs. Captain Kirk – Solo, not because he’s tougher, but because he would fight dirty.

Abraham Lincoln vs. Teddy Roosevelt – Abe, cuz he just seems like he could whoop up.

Dick Sargent Vs. Dick York – The two darrens from bewitched. Sargent.

finally.. Young Elvis Vs. Old Elvis – Believe it or not, Old elvis, cuz he had more meat on the bones, and wanted to be a cop and stuff.

I’m sure there must be more.

I’ve always loved those stories when Superman would fight The Hulk.. especially since they existed in seperate universes.. So.. I was wondering today.. who would I like to see in a fist fight? And who would win?

Han Solo vs. Captain Kirk – Solo, not because he’s tougher, but because he would fight dirty.

Abraham Lincoln vs. Teddy Roosevelt – Abe, cuz he just seems like he could whoop up.

Dick Sargent Vs. Dick York – The two darrens from bewitched. Sargent.

finally.. Young Elvis Vs. Old Elvis – Believe it or not, Old elvis, cuz he had more meat on the bones, and wanted to be a cop and stuff.

I’m sure there must be more.

And you thought you had it bad…

So we thought we had it bad: our baby, Joshua (I call him JJ, and we have talked about him before) was born a little under 10 lbs. Well, on May 20th, a baby was born in mexico weighing thirteen pounds. That’s a big baby.

Darn right he was born C-section…

So we thought we had it bad: our baby, Joshua (I call him JJ, and we have talked about him before) was born a little under 10 lbs. Well, on May 20th, a baby was born in mexico weighing thirteen pounds. That’s a big baby.

Darn right he was born C-section…

STAR TREK LIVES!

Hey all..

I know I’m the Trek advocate on the site.. and I’m happy to say that despite the rumors that it is going away, Star Trek: Enterprise has been picked up by UPN.. moved to Fridays at 9 (the old XFiles timeslot), and given 24 more chances to win back viewers.

This season has been very very good television, and I’m glad to see it return.

Hey all..

I know I’m the Trek advocate on the site.. and I’m happy to say that despite the rumors that it is going away, Star Trek: Enterprise has been picked up by UPN.. moved to Fridays at 9 (the old XFiles timeslot), and given 24 more chances to win back viewers.

This season has been very very good television, and I’m glad to see it return.