The problem is, there seems to be somewhere in the annuls of employment, on page 8394, a sentence that reads: “You must be ill to the point that you cannot do your job, and know it hours before”.
This double bind is where I am tonight. After leaving work early last night, I struggled with the decision today of whether or not to call in sick. I am not severely or acutely ill at this very moment.. but I was for much of last night, meaning I have had no sleep. I have had bouts with aspects of this illness today (including as recently as an hour before the beginning of my shift), and I had a real fear that going in to work tonight would make me be even sicker for the upcoming week.
Therein lies this little nugget of a problem. Now I am here at home, feeling better with each passing hour because I am resting.. and my body needed this rest to recover. But I feel bad that I am not actively suffering for the night I am not at work.. I feel like I should be as bad or worse than I was last night (The possibility of going back to the Hospital where I work as an ER patient came up in conversation with my wife).
I guess its pointless to wonder if I would have felt better had I not stayed home to rest.. and I NEVER call in… I am glad I am recovering from this particular bug, I just second guess myself.
My personal take on calling i
My personal take on calling in sick is, if you have the time available, it’s yours to use when you need it.
Then again, you’re currently employed, and I’m not — so take what I say with a grain of salt 🙂 But I’ve found that even when I need a “mental health day” — one where I’m not really really sick, but just feeling under the weather or depressed — taking a sick day makes a world of difference in my outlook.
As a health care worker and actor, you’re in two professions simultaneously with exceptionally high burnout rates. Take care of yourself first, your family second, and your career third. My two cents.
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Matthew P. Barnson
CALLING IN SICK
I WAS HARASSED BY MY EMPLOYER AFTER I CALLED IN SICK
guilt…
Stop being motivated by it.
AWW GREAT..
Now I feel Guilty about THAT too..
🙂
Your post inspired me…
You know, your post inspired me to try to do further research on effective sluffing (calling in sick when not sick). I couldn’t find any! I carved through about ten pages worth of Google links, even in foreign languages, and couldn’t find a single site that covered different sluffing strategies with a positive outlook.
Guess it’s time for me to raise the bar!
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Matthew P. Barnson
maybe…
Try spelling the word with the alternate spelling ‘sloughing’.